Good morning everyone.
The subject refers,
I am a Christian. However, I have been struggling with a whole lot of non Christian like habit. One of such habit is watching of pornography and masturbating. This habit has lingered for more than 10 years now.
I am an introvert probably what has made it worse and perpetual.
I don't like this act. But I usually still practice it.
I believe God loves me but he hates this act. I really don't know how to STOP IT.
Pls I need help. This has really affected my relationship with the Holy spirit, myself and other people please help.
Also I have discovered that in the past 2 years i have been so disorganized, and forgetful.
At work I have been termed a LIER. I feel really embarrassed with myself when people give me something and I forget I have been given or I don't know where exactly I kept it. Then I will be asked of the same thing I won't be able to find it. Sometimes I deny it was ever given to me because I can't remember It was ever given to me.
This has brought me a lot of struggles at work(banking) and has made me ever so frustrated with myself.
I WASN'T LIKE THIS[font=Lucida Sans Unicode][/font] before. It so unfortunate this is happening to me.
My prayer life too has gone down the drain it's zero. I attend church service Sunday however due to the current lockdown I can say I don't have any relationship with God!
Please I need help
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